isha's daily rantings, yellings and thoughts :P

ive moved

2009-08-18T13:13:00.001+08:00

Im no longer using this avenue to rant, yell and spell my thoughts.. Ive moved to
http://anotherrouteinlife.wordpress.com/

see ya there

2009-04-24T19:10:00.002+08:00

It was a total disaster!!!

I think i wanna throw it away!!...

haha..

i made tiramisu cake... and oh gosh... it is so bad.. i don think i wanna serve to anyone!!!

booooo.....

it has too much of coffee... and its soggy!!!!!!... haha

i felt like puking eating this one.. grrrr....

should i throw it away.. cos i really think should!!!...
ahhh.. my mum gonna makeso much noise!!.. haha...

plus.. i think i need to frame my ancient handphone somewhere.. its slipping away... battery tak habis habis "KONG"!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and so.. i need money to buy another phone.. where to find???!!!!

ANYWAY.....

congratulations to mariam!!...

and.. i think .. i should congratulate myself too!!.. hehehe...... I RECEIVED IT!!... JENG JENG JENG!!!...

Its a GOOD DAY....

2009-04-20T18:35:00.003+08:00

It felt like forever since i last visited this humble blog of mine.. huahahaha...

You know, there were many times when i have the intention to blog, but i always discard the idea....

hurrrrrr.....

i cant wait to get things going..

A friend of mine called up to have chill out session since the last time we met was eons ago... and she said she felt slighted when she was sort of left out from outings.. and i said to her.. "don worry, i felt the same way too"..... :)

Sweetheart, i know when you are reading this, you are back at home and still angry with me for sending you to the hospital.. But for your own good k... ill feed you cheesecake to win you back darl......

2009-03-20T12:16:00.002+08:00

Im on MC for two days starting today... But im going to work tmr.. Looking at my records, i have 4 more days left excluding today for my eligible MC... What a way to start a year huh.....

Booooo...

Im just tired... And i need life... Not that i don't have one right now.. But i believe i could do more than what im currently doing right now...

am i complaining?? then YES!!!

who cares if people say im a complainer.. i dont care.. this is my life.. i just wanna rant all i want.. At least im doing something abt it....

SOON.. all will prevail... i hope..

So yes.. IM COMPLAINING!!!

2009-03-13T04:07:00.002+08:00

Im shagged!!!

Really damn tired.. but i just need to write this entry as it is significant enough....

As usual, i started at 9am till 5pm..

was so happy that i could knocked off from work on time and was on my way to TTSH to do visiting when i got a call from my work place.. saying that I have to come back to work as there was an emergency OP..

So.. Bo-pian lor... started at 8Pm.. GUESS what time the surgery ends?????
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3AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its a lucky thing that my dad could fetch me!!!...

During that 7 hours of surgery, I learned a lot form this particular surgeon, Dr K. FYI, im not talking abt my boss ya.. Another surgeon who came and help my boss.

Dr K's work was superb. He is a genius surgeon. If i were to need my bones to get fix, ill ask him to do it!!!!...
There is nothing valuable in this world for me to trade the memories of time i got to work with a genius surgeon. And I am pretty sure that im not the only one who thinks THAT in the theatre..

well.. what do i know... to top it all off...
i got great memoroies of working with Dr K
i got a great timeof rebuking my boss profanities and vulgarities..
and i got a big FAT PAY at the end of the month!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RAIN RAIN "go" AWAY

2009-03-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

Oh how i love to snuggle under my thick comforter with the sound of the rain, the cool breeze that accompanies it..

but Oh how i hate it when im on my way home with the rain pouring like cats and dogs..

and of course when i didnt have an umbrella with me.. so there i was, trying to cross the road with my ballet shoes.. but it was too light (when its dry) and heavy when it has absorbed the rain water.. It got stuck in the middle of the road!!!!!..

Not to mention that 50 meters away, bus no. 307 was heading my direction!!!! I got no choice but to remove my shoes in the middle of the road before i get knock down!! Bleah... And continued walking bare footed from Yew Tee till Blk 554!!!...

Oh well... Its my fault really for not bringing the umbrella....khekehkhe....

Im sorry to nadia sim and alyaa amalina for not sending off in the airport... nisa is such a forgetful friend.. don worry, an email is coming your way!!..

Tmr is another big day.. Wish me well........
Bismillah

You made me smile ytr....

2009-02-21T14:07:00.004+08:00

It has been a long time since i penned my thoughts here...

Ever since i came back, too many things had happened and im very reluctant to write it down. And im not used to bare my feelings out in the open let alone to cyber world..

So for those who has been waiting and asking for a post from me, lets make this a start.

However, i may want to change my blog address.. That, ill announce when its ready or should i say, when im ready.

All in all.. Europe trip was awesome... too many pictures to upload.. but this photo is a must to put in

Anyone grinding the teeth with jealousy?? No right??? My very own bag with my own hard earned money... It felt good actually.. and i couldnt help but smile widely throughout the day.. That day was heaven for shopping.. We were in Metzingen Frankfurt, Germany, and most of the branded goods were there in that small town.. you name it.. Next bag will be from Salvatore Ferragamo or LV... Kak Nur, will you accompany me when i want to buy it.. Maybe you can buy another one with Abg fendy in tow.. try PRADA.. sebelah aje... hahahhaha.....(at this moment, abg fendy shaking his head)

Really in need to go to Europe again..Simply CHEAP to buy those bags... khekhekhekheheke

At present, im nursing myself back to the pink of health.. I just had my wisdom tooth extracted.. well.. im into my 9 nine days of MC already...and it still hurts!!....

Alyaa!! We didnt take any photos of the dinner over at my place!! My mum whipped up a great meal by the way... Seafood Galore.. We had 2 big fish, prawns, king crabs and squids!!.. Goodilicious..

Ok times up... Time to make Apple Butterscotch Pie!!... haha.. im in the mood of cooking and baking nowadays.. shakes head...

bluesssssssssssssssss... NOT!!!!!!!

2008-11-20T21:29:00.003+08:00

ok... im officially out of the bluesssssss....
haha... back to my normal self.. or shall i say, a more satisfied person??..

im proud of myself that im able to pull out from the darkness.. and that includes; before i pull everyone down together with me.. it is just not fair isnt it?.. i mean, i detest a person who is a 'energy sucker'... and if i am an energy sucker myself, hmmmmmmm...

well... I HATE MYSELF when that happens..

ever since im out of the 'bluessss', the thought of going to work seems easier... and im getting a hang of it.. which is phewwwwwwwww... thank GOD... for giving me the strength..

thank you kak ina!!.. for your grace company yesterday... feels like i was not away after all... that brought sanity back in me.. :)

oooo.. i cant wait for tomorrow!!!..
At last, im scrubbing in OT... HANDS ON!!...

& i cant wait for the dinner GIRLS!!!.. khekeheke... THE MUCH AWAITED DINNER!!!

SHIT!!

2008-11-17T19:52:00.004+08:00

10 days in singapore, and im bored to death!!!

the food that i listed down in the previous entries were useless.. i don't even feel like eating it!!.. *apart from mee soto lar....

i felt as if, my colourful life stop the minute i landed in SINGAPORE..
why am i feeling this way??

seriously shit!!..

and its not helping that im stuck with this stupid ***.. ahhh... im trying to be very patient as much as i can.. oh God, pls give me the strength to stay.. pls give me the strength to go for it.. and i cant be running away from this all the time... i feel so shitty!!!..

heloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2008-11-16T14:14:00.008+08:00

IM back!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... it has been the longest while since i last wrote in this blog... haha... ok.. this gonna be the longest entry ever!!... therefore if you are not up for it or you dont have 15 min on your time, pls click the red cross button on the right side of your screen... khekhekehke...

FYI, i was in singapore since last week. Boarded the air plane on the 6th, arrived on the 7th wee morning...anyway.. on the 6th, it was such a hectic day.. but i was lucky that it was a smooth one

for your information, my luggage was 12 kg excess!!!... haizzzzzzz.. of course i have to leave those behind.. on top of that, i have another 15 kg at my cousin's place...tsk tsk tsk..... haha...
and the flight home was great... there were 80 people on board... and i was nursing myself from food poisoning.. so i was lucky that i had the whole row of seats to myself... hahaha...

PICS before taking off from melbourne...
ok..i cant get enough hugging and kissing her...i miss ADELIN!!!...

and AMELIA is such a friendly baby.. nak aje romos romos dia lagi.. hehe

Hugging them, was a tough thing to do.. and im thankful to each and everyone of them for all the help that they have given me..

once i reached singapore, i was sooooo geared up for the SURPRISE!!.. teeheeheee...
PICS from lau pa sat... credits to mariam..

i cant remember much what i did on saturday.. but i went to my colleague's wedding on sunday.. it was nice and lovely to see some of my colleagues once again... and the endless invites from them to work with them again are so tempting.... what more with the invitation from my own manager.. im touched... hehe....

At the moment, im trying to fit in through all the dates to my tight schedule especially since im working right now!!!.. haha... YES!!... I LANDED MYSELF A JOB... Fast huh???... how i wished i could have waited longer... have my ME time... boooo.... but rezeki datang tak kira masa... right???

ok.. maybe i exaggerated a little bit too much abt the timing to read this entry... haha...

SHUT UP

2008-10-21T20:59:00.004+08:00

ahhhhhhh........ the days are nearing.. JIA LAT!!..

on the 16th of February, I told my mum...

"mum, Im really going to australia.. like.. right now!!"...

i got a "shut up" from her..

that was when I was in the plane... haha.. during that time, the thought of studying in AUSTRALIA was so surreal.. and beyond my wildest dream.. haha..

and now.. im kind of a pain in the butt to all my close friends here.. haha..

cos i keep saying...

"Gosh,, im really going back.. like less than a month!!"...

haha... and counting down the days doesnt help too.. haha...

and i got a couple of " SHUT UP!!" from them.. hehe...

especially from karina... hehe.........ahh.. she is such a dear to me..

Thank you

2008-10-15T19:21:00.003+08:00

i was thinking hard of what to say in here.. there are things that have upset me for the past few days.. but i think, i should not wash my dirty linens in the public...

anyway.. i was telling him in great detail of why i am feeling half hearted to go back.. back home i mean..

yeah.. as she said, im changing my tunes..

somehow, i have grown attached to this room.. to this country.. to the people here.. and most of it.. the freedom i have while im here..

albeit the absence of family members and friends, favourite food..

8 months ago,i thanked my dad in the airport for giving me this opportunity to venture out here

and im going to thank him again when i see him in the airport in one month time(due to change)..

SURPRISE!!!

2008-10-09T07:22:00.008+08:00

*Doorbell

Nadia: Alyaa can help me carry the plastic bag

Alyaa: (look out of the door, in search of the plastic bag, which was a PATHETIC small bag that was just 3 feet away. Then looked again at nadia )

Nadia: (insert a sad look on her face and a much softer voice that was in pain) My arm pain, i cannot carry anymore.

Alyaa, being the most helpful one and don ask questions girl... took 3 steps to take the plastic bag..

in the background behind her...

Karina: It will be SHIT if this thing doesnt light up....

Nisa: YA!!!!!!!!!!!!... tsk...

and its still doesnt light up when alyaa looked at us...

and we got no choice but to SING....
haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALYAA.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

haha.......... and after we sang.. then the sparkles light up.. cheh!!!.. hehe....

Nonethelesss... ALYAA was surprised and touched!!.. hehe cos her birthday came 2 hours early... kehkehkehkehkehkek

HAPPY BUBBLE

2008-10-07T09:56:00.004+08:00

morning call to mom and dad was funny!!!....

i caught my dad just before he got out of bed.. hehe.. n he can only say..
"ah yes.. ok... ah... ok.. "

no more than that..hehe...

ok.. im over the moon .. hehehe...after the CONFIRMATION... hehe....

and conversation with kak ina like iniviting a smack from me seh.. haha...

conversation in MSN went like this:

Nurlina says: 'eh put the pics of suhaimi yusoff but nvr put the pic with hady?

Isha says: ya lar..i nvr take with him.. i malu.. hehe.. cos all the girls kerumun to him.. i just became the photographer...

Isha says: Besides, i like suhaimi yusoff more than the rest..

Nurlina says: yea i trust u

Nurlina says: hahahhahaha

Nurlina says: u r such a huge fan of SY

isha says:... i don really fancy hady.. cos i like taufiq better.. n khairudin sharom handsome banget sihhhhhhhhhhhh

Nurlina says: its not about taufiq and hady lah its about u taking pics wif SY

Nurlina says: hahahhahah

isha says: ya lar ya lar........ u are referring to the name initials!!!.. I KNEW IT!!!

tsk tsk tsk... inviting a smack from me kannnnn.. dushh....

hehe

nonetheless.. no one can break my happy bubble today!!!... toink toink toink... tigger goes his merry way... hehehehe

I want to cut my hair already!!!... need to snip snip snip.. need to moisturize it.. need to PAMPER it!!!!... anyone willing to pay the bill???.. teeheeheee...

Spring Break

2008-10-06T10:06:00.006+08:00

Spring break last yesterday...
And i would not trade anything for it..

Hari Raya still went on last week depsite the absence of family... but i have them

thats alyaa's aunt.. we call her "Cicik"... hehe...

and we had a blast that week.. there are too many pictures to upload... so the selected ones will be up.. and the rest will be in friendster when i have the time to upload aite.. hahaha....

summary of the whole week..
*last day of fasting, we went to syafiqa's house (alyaa's friend) to hear takbir raya...
*we rent a car... and im the designated driver..
*we went to karina's farm...
*we went to SINGAPORE DAY!!!!...

On our way to Geelong ..
ROAD TRIP!!!!

Believe it or not.. our rooms for the night has that BAY view.. hehe

in karina's farm.. holding on to the small 'yubbies'.. a family to the prawns...

Singapore DAY!!!

ok thats it..

Sunday Rush

2008-09-29T14:00:00.006+08:00

Spent 4 nights at my cousin's place before she flew off to Singapore yesterday morning..

ahhh... im gonna miss the two girls!!

Then rushed back to hostel.. to cook chicken rice..
Planned to bring it to the Royal Melbourne Show so we could break our fast there....

Once all stuff were packed, we set off to SHOWGROUND!!...

ok.. one negative thing about the canival.. it was a total RIP-OFF

haha...

Thank the Lord above we got our concession.. The entrance fee was 10 bucks plus after discount...
There were animals in the carnival too.. but it was during the day... so we missed it...

And all the rides were additional pay..
and im not saying 2 to 3 bucks per ride.. it was 7-9 bucks per ride...

The rides were enticing and inviting.. but the cost of it.. tsk tsk tsk..

but alyaa and i went ahead with one of the rides... THE HANG OVER...

hehe

nadia stayed out of it cos she was TOO FULL and afraid she would vomit out my chicken rice.. haha

ok.. even though i had taken that before.. but hell.. it was different from the previous ride.... haha

it was scarier and longer...

*Alyaa could not stop saying my name.. :P in silence, faulting me for urging her to take the ride.. hahahaha

but all in all... we loved it..

took lots of beautiful pictures of US (tak tahu malu kan).. hahaha....

and when we were done with the carnival... we head to PANCAKE PARLOUR... cos nadia was HUNGRY!!!...haha.. yeah.. that was 30 min after she said she was too full.. hehehe...

PANCAKE PARLOUR brought the worse of us.. heeee.. the desserts were too sweet.. WE WERE SUGAR HIGH.. n the result, we made two videos..

so ENJOY!!..

Untitled from Khairunnisa Alidin on Vimeo.

Untitled from Khairunnisa Alidin on Vimeo.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2008-09-28T01:00:00.001+08:00

Actually, this entry is on automatic mode as im writing this 1 week before today's date.. If you know what i mean.. haha..

I would like to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA to my family foremost....
(Pictures taken from last year.. DUH... im not there kan.. tsk tsk tsk)

Even though im not there, I hope you guys are well..

I think i miss the preparation to hari raya the most...

These are my family patterns every YEAR...

Mum will be very sick and tired after making all the cookies and cakes for people who ordered from her.. and she will shouting like a hyena from the kitchen for me to clean up the house.. And of course she cant help coz she will be cooking for my relatives...
let me try and remember her favourite sentence... oh ya.. it goes like this...

"ISHA!!!!!!!!!!!!... Bila nak habis kemas ni????!?!!!!???.. Aku sibuk masak kat dapur, kau sibuk tgk tv eh.. KAU NAK MASAK TAK???"

haha.. that will be an empty threat by the way.. haha..

My dad.. Im not quite sure why.. But ALWAYS!!... He will get sick two-three days prior to raya.. haha... and he will be sleeping while we are cleaning.. haha.. and that, of course make my mum mad as ever.. haha.. so.. ever since then.. dad continue to work till the last day of puasa, then he will help out wherever he can.. haha... Thats better than he gets sick prior to raya.. haha...

My older brother.. well.. haha.. no comments.. haha..
But his favourite sentence will be...

"I got a lot of UNI work lar..."

and yes.. he got the immunity from cleaning up the house...
Boo kan.... hehe...
But yeah.. when my dad starts to help out, so will the boys!!!...

My younger brother.. well..Ermmm... Boleh harap!!!!.. hehe... but he got this knack to disappear on me.. OH YEAH!!!!!.. and comes out from his hiding place with his cheeky grin.............As always...

Ahhhh... im not quite sure how am i gonna ask forgiveness from my family on the phone.. haha.. Im already a mess when i asked forgiveness from my parents face to face.. what more when im on the phone.. haha..

Next... well.. it goes to everyone.. Selamat hari raya..
Forgive me from all the mistakes i made..

Lagu Raya!!

2008-09-22T21:29:00.003+08:00

Bang mari bang, kita nyanyi lagu antik!!!..
Tong tang ola,
Kain langsir ela ela..
Nenek rambut putih,
Datuk janggut merah.
Emak jangan berletih
Bapak jangan marah
Jangan masuk kolong,
Hari ini HARI RAYA..

haha... yes... at this moment, im grooving to hari raya songs in the lap top .. haha..
And im pretty sure ALYAA too!!!..

Thanks to SYAFIQ!!!!!!.. for all 54 songs!!.. hehehe...
See, this is what you get.. a recognition for your generosity... hehehe....

2008-09-21T13:35:00.004+08:00

Feeling a bit bored here..

haha

and being far away from home, you cant hear hari raya songs.. except for the ones in my lap top.. so sikit!!!!...

sooooooooooooooo...

right now..... im hearing LIVE from warna!!.. haha...

dont be surprise if i call WARNA to give wishes for my family.. haha.. *an idea from my younger bro.. hehe.

WASTED...

2008-09-20T00:23:00.003+08:00

Friday was such a wasted day

Let me tell you readers why..

Woke up at an atrocious hour. which was at 3Pm..

Showered and just in time to pray noon prayer before the azan activated for the late afternoon prayer..

Then, downloaded loads of good goooooooood movies.. spent the rest of the time watching The Longest Yard before it was time to break my fast in school (this part was not wasted though.. hehe)..

once reached home, launched another two movies.. Remember the TITANS and ARMAGEDDON.. haha..
psst....i just love these three movies..

so, didnt i just wasted a day for not doing my essay??!!!?!!...

blearghhhhh...

but then.. i don think im regretting it.. i just need a break man.. A BREAK!!!!...

but i feel for the people who have to study for their exams right about now.. coz exam is just 1 month away.. n i just need to study for only one paper.. the rest are essays..

but man.. these essays are really driving me crazy.. i despise EVIDENCED BASED PRACTICE!!!.. why must i critic a fairly good research paper???!!!..
boooo....

Iftar

2008-09-18T17:49:00.002+08:00

For the first time during this ramadan month, i had iftar with the Muslim people in La Trobe...

It was nice.. there were a lot of food laid out... and most of them were Lebanese food.. ahhh.. heaven... hehe.....

ok.. just a short entry.. haha... back to the nvr ending essay....

Driving me up to the wall

2008-09-18T14:25:00.004+08:00

i am getting irritated by the minute with my 3rd essay... im neither here nor there in the essay....

It was due last monday.. thank goodness i got an extention for it..

Im juggling the 3rd n 4th essay.. going back and forth... its driving me crazy...

sitting at one corner of the library, i just wish the words could flow into my head and fingers will do the job of typing...

arghh.. im getting sick of these essays ALREADY!!!!!

Dates

2008-09-17T00:15:00.005+08:00

One of the topics that was discussed during our break fast was about going out in a date...

It triggered to me that i have not been going out for dates for ages.. Not because im away and all..
Im talking about when i was in Singapore. Even then, i didnt go out for dates.. Granted, that was ages ago...

As one of them mentioned, dates in relationship are so called a known factor.. and its considered normal already. And you dont need to dress up for it... coz your partner has accepted you as who you ar...

no offense...

But i like to differ it.. i think, i would loveeeeeee to go on dates again from time to time.. Even though its the same person and its my boyfriend.. Coz i MISS going out for a date.. You know, like dressing up the nine... that include make up and heels... get all jittery and having butterflies in the stomach... yeah.. ermm.. there is no need for a fancy restaurant... But just a decent food joint would be sufficient.. what can i say, im easily satisfied... :P

hmmmm....

i miss the phrase.. "lets go for a date...." or "its a date!!!"

2008-09-15T12:16:00.002+08:00

weather these days are so unpredictable...

it gets hot during the night,....

no more socks.. no more jacket to sleep in...
it feels as if im in SINGAPORE!!!.. yeah guys.. that hot liao

but currently, the wind that is blowing, it feels as if there is a gale going on... hrmmmmm...

as much as i want to go home, i am sooooooooooo not looking forward to the weather in singapore.. haha.. oh pls be rain when i come back.. hahahaha..

ooooooooooo...a friend n i are planning something in decemeber that requires people to join in... ill be sending out informal invitation to it... and nooooooooooooooooooo.... its not prior to my birthday... CLEARLY NOT!!!! n i hope, it works!!!.. nyehehe

k time to bathe!!!.. kehekhekhkee...just woke up liao...

2008-09-11T17:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER!!!!.....

my irritating brother...
at 16.. he has achieved a little bit more than me... which im proud of.. he ran the OSIM run... which i didnt... nyehhhhhhhh....

whatever it is... study well my bro... good luck for your N...........

2008-09-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

Not a comeback..
just to say thank you to a friend..
who sent me this song..

Ps* i cant believe im counting down.. it seems surreal.. im left with 60+ days..
suddenly.. im feeling the 'missing syndrome'

not missing home.. but missing my hostel room .. i will definitely miss this room.. where i cry, laugh, study (burning-mid-night-oil), sleep, cry again, watch countless movie and series.. eat, read books, in pain, pray, calling home, cry again and again.. (i think, 2008 is a crying-achievement year)..

the place that has sheltered me since february..

2008-09-04T23:03:00.003+08:00

this may be abrupt.. but im not gonna post any entry from this moment on till im feeling good about myself or to others...

do not contact me in any way.. phone calls; sms; email or msn.

or should i receive any of it.. i will reply if it is deem necessary...

ill come back when im ready..

for now.. lets just stay this way.

Violet Hill

2008-09-03T22:22:00.003+08:00

Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze down below

When the future’s architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low

If you love me
Won’t you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft

Bury me in honor
When I'm dead and hit the ground
A love back home it unfolds

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

I don't want to be a soldier
With a captain of some sinking ship
With snow
Far below

So if you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to violet hill
There we sat in the snow
All that time
She was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?
If you love me
Won't you let me know?

2008-09-03T18:41:00.001+08:00

PRISON BREAK season 4 rock my WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

hahaha... yahoooooooooooooooooooooooo....

i got ONE TREE HILL season 6 lined up already.. haha.....

ok.. im going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

Allergy

2008-09-01T12:57:00.003+08:00

Ok.. ytr was the second allergic breakout... that led to yesterday's entry...

i ate sambal goreng pengantin yo on saturday!!!..which then led to the breakout lar on that day itself... initially, i thought it was the continuation of saturday's food fest; n will only show during the night.. gosh.. for a minute i thought im a mutant or something.. duhhhhhhh....

then.. this morning when i woke up.. still reeled and disgusted by the idea that i cant eat prawns anymore.. i realized that, i ate nadia's prawn soup on sunday!!!!!!... tsk tsk tsk... which led to the second breakout

ok.. i think..no.. i know!!!... im officially allergic to prawn...

yeah...

OFFICIALLY!!!...

alyaa said im in denial... haha...
coz i kept thinking it must be the head only... or maybe, its the type of prawn!!!!....

dad asked me to 'lumurkan' honey all over my face.. which seems to work.. nyehehehehe...

can i cry a river due to my allergy to one of my favourite SEAFOOD!!!!!!!!!!!......
the onset of this allergy is kinda late dont ya think!!!!???

2008-08-31T22:56:00.002+08:00

I have to go and see the DR again...

Hell......
Grrrrr..... there goes my budget seh.....

My face is bloated... red like a lobster... and swollen...

get this people!!...

i think im allergic to PRAWNS!!!!....

or should i say the head of the prawn...

man oh man....
i don like this seh...

its becoming like the time when i had the second breakout.. well if anyone remember that period of time!!!!... that was the worse seh... n i think, now i know why!!!.. its the prawn!!..........

BOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-28T00:02:00.003+08:00

WHATS THIS???!!!

org org kat singapura dah kemaruk karaoke???

Hmmmmm.....

ahhh.. im into my second essay!!!... which i know i should have finished it few weeks ago... haizzzzzzz.... no one to blame but myeslf....

ONE TREE HILL nya pasal... dushhh.... in 2 weeks, im done watching all 5 seasons!!!....till there is nothing to watch anymore,.... ok.. can somebody just smack my head..
HARD!!!....

cant wait for daylight!!!... hehe....

SAN CHUROS!!!!!!!

Here come the trios!!

2008-08-27T09:25:00.002+08:00

No more classes for me till i fly home.. except for one exam paper in november... tsk tsk tsk....

that is one dampened news sehh......

i received my english test result... all i can say is.... tsk tsk tsk ..... grrrrrrrrrrrr....

i feel like banging my head to the wall!!!....

Just one more component sehh.. grrrr.....

n nisa must screw that only component... mcm nak kena sepak!!!!...

dush!!!!!!!.....

whatever it is.... i will not give up!!!!!!.....

lets talk abt something not depressing at all.....

when i reach home...
i want...

to eat mee soto at beach road (dreaming abt it..)
to eat a lot of fish (cos it feels as if i have not been eating it for eons)
to eat my mum's sambal goreng pengantin (yes.. a bit overdue.. since im gonna miss this year raya!!)
to eat nasi ayam at tan tock seng hospital..
to eat nasi lemak at adam road ( & at the same time cuci mata with one of the sons.. haha...Oppsss)
to eat roti john cheese (funny, I forgot the name of the place.. somewhere near bestfriend's place.. where ar bedah??)
to eat soup kambing at Boon keng (but someone said that it is close down.. really?? DARN!!)
to eat black pepper crab and big BIG tiger prawn!!!!... (i know who will join me for this.. :P)

i wonder who will accompany me to fulfill my cravings.... besides, alyaa n nadia are on board... any other takers?? DEFINITELY FOOD GALORE.....

2008-08-22T06:46:00.003+08:00

ok... im sorry for the late posting.... mum turns ** yesterday....

and of course i missed the celebration... duhhhhhhh.....

Mom, HAPPY BIRTHDAY......

i pray that u have a healthy life ahead of you...

Thank you for the patience, the love, the scolding, the advice that you have given me throughout my whole life since i know myself that i am a handful child despite being the only girl...

Love you....

2008-08-20T21:15:00.007+08:00

As you guys know.. its kinda routine for the three of us to get out of Bundoora once in a while to get a different breathing ground...

& Sunday is always the perfect day for the three of us...
well usually thats the case...
since the three of us were fasting on that day, we thought it would be a good idea to break our fast in town...

ok.. it surely looked like the one in Singapore, but this kueh tiao, really doesnt match up to my taste... haizzz.... city food really kills my appetite, EVERYTIME....
but not at TIBA (lebanese restaurant)!!!.. hehe

i am so lucky to have these two adorable monkeys in my life...
so lucky that we lived just 2 mins away...
so lucky for their company...
im lucky that i met them...
im lucky to have them during my stay in australia

confession
only alyaa and i have the sweet tooth for ice cream despite the cold outside of 7 degrees.. hehe

nadia will just have to wait while we finish our never ending ice cream..

this was taken when alyaa n i prepared yet another meal to break our fast...
PIZZA!!..
hehe... i think, it taste better when we made it... hehe.... yes alyaa, nadia??

mind you.. this was our second pizza... haha....
yup.. all that cheese definitely go straight to our butt...
haha

2008-08-11T21:08:00.002+08:00

I dont know how to say this.....

But im trying my best here..

REALLY...

and clearly.. you are too...

Its been months..

And i thank you for the patience that you have given me...

ill see you soon

november or december....

ill see you soon

2008-08-11T19:34:00.002+08:00

on national day ... i caught bits n pieces of the national day celebration on the net... haha.. pathetic kan.. haizzz.. but it was using my credits too fast.. so i just have to ditch the idea of watching the whole thing.. aiyaahhhhh

and the rest of the pictures after this, will be solely emphasizing on how bored we can be in AUSTRALIA on sunday afternoon!!!!... haha

thats me... too cold from outside.. coz it was freaking windy outside MAC.. and its not helping with the flu and the bad cough... caramel latte for me PLEASE...

TLC from nadia.. hehe... yes.. another cacat face of mine...

ok... thats just me... HIGH after caramel latte.. i don know how that can happened.. but yeah.. i was HIGH despite the irritating bugger inside my nose and throat!!!

ok... this is another picture showing our 'buruk'ness... nyehehe...

ok... nisa CANT wait fot thursday!!!

2008-08-09T12:36:00.004+08:00

Sitting around at my hostel...

Trying to find the motivation to finish up my essay.....

Interrupted by the occassional cough, sneeze and mucus blocking the airway.......

And what do you know...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

Miss the fireworks no doubt...

But i have this to remember the time i went to watch fireworks with you know who........
Taken by him.....

LOVE

2008-08-08T17:59:00.002+08:00

ok... This is how i felt LOVE by my housemate...
Conversation taken place at my hostel and Ballarat which is 2-3 hours away from the city..

time check was 7.45PM
Kenny says:
how long does it take for u to get into the city?

isha says:
at least one hour.. why?

Kenny says:
well did u wanna come to my place tonight there is a train to ballarat at 8:25 or one at 9:45......

Kenny says:
i can pick u up there......

isha says:
what?!!

isha says:
u crazy?

Kenny says:
u prob won't get to my place til 11 or 12.......

isha says:
huh

isha says:
u should be sleeping by then!

Kenny says:
well i am always awake talking to u.....

isha says:
haha.. true!!!

We have always been talking to go back to her 'kampung'/ farm.. and the last conversation was ytr in my room... i was laughing my ass off when i heard her stories abt sheeps and lambs.. hehe.. abt the lambs being castrated... and shearing.. etc.. that is one story that i wont get if i stayed in Singapore.. bear in mind.. her dad have 3000 sheeps n lambs... well.. im sure there are other farmers that house more than that.. but i think, its a huge job to be a farmer..
And they definitely have a huge land to house that kind of number.. No??

I was so tempted to take that offer, pack my bags and go... As much as im into impromptu stuff... But this time.. i have to let it go... haha.. im feeling a bit under the weather.. i think i got caught by the flu bug..AGAIN!!! and its very irritating lehhh.. and not to mention that 'miss' came 1 week late, today!!!... No doubt, fingers pointing to the direction of STRESS.....

BOOO.....

PS*
mum and dad.. pls make up your mind where you guys wanna go.. driving me crazy thinking abt it.....teehee..

Back to earth

2008-08-05T21:17:00.003+08:00

Feeling much better now..

I kinda feel lost for the past few days, close to a week now... i felt like im floating in between the clouds but living in the daily life routine...

I have a number of essays to be done for this semester..

And the first essay got me stuck for quite sometime now.. i thought it was normal at first, but its getting irritating and frustrating!!!.. coz i should be halfway done already!!!!

Last resort---- call dad!!!...

yeah.. its quite a while since i last talked to him.. He is the right person to talk to when im having problem with my school work... When im lost....

JUST THE RIGHT PERSON...

thank you abah..

and thank you to arin too... For the perfect intro for my essay.. it got me started.. Well, at least somewhere.....

like abah said.. 'The difficult part is always to START..'

And yes abah.. i need to exercise.. haha.. to get the blood pumping.. That explained the 'missing words in the midst of sentence'...'forgetfullness'...'gibbering utterance'...'silence in the midst of sentence'...

Basically.. my brain is not functioning well.... haizzzzzz.....

as quoted by my bro's tutor (hehe).."Isha, you are becoming more 'intelligent'..."

kehkehke.... I KNOW!!!!!!!.... ehem ehem...syiok makan caramello cadbury???? aiyahhh.. don think so much k....

ok i need sleep badly now... i really hope that tmr will be a good start!!!.... Insya-ALLAH...

2008-07-31T11:29:00.004+08:00

I just realised that I could not live without internet nowadays... hahaha

Stuck in one study carrel.. Planned to stay that way for four hours.. Armed with RESERVE BOOKS and a lap top.. To gear in on my never ending ESSAYS... and usually.. Wireless is easily tap in the library.. Unfortunately, an hour ago, it was impossible!!! GRRRRR.....

So i approached the IT guy to FIX IT!!!!!...
And thanks to yours truly Siti Mariam n Lina Liyana... who put this

as my desktop background....
He was laughing his hat's offf..... haizzz...
hehe...
I just think that it was cute.. hehe.. so i didnt change it..

Anyway.. today is such a nice day to walk around.. And if im up to it.. Once im done with the research, will join alyaa n nadia for a cuppa coffee in town... yipppeeeee....

ok.. back to Law n Ethics!!!

2008-07-30T15:50:00.002+08:00

PMS gone.. waiting for the 'miss' to come... but i think it got lost somewhere in netherland...wahaaahaaa...

its so cold outside.. i barely wanna get out from bed!!!..

i just feel like snuggling deeper and deeper under the warm blanket!!!..

thats what winter is doing to me.. hahaha....

oh gosh.. i need to run!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......

whats the menu today???

Chicken Briyani!!!

heeee.. oh yeah.. there goes my run.. haha

next up, saturday!!!.. SATAY!!!!!!!!..
haha..

Lake Mountain

2008-07-24T09:08:00.006+08:00

Video from our trip to LAKE MOUNTAIN.

Nisa's first step to TOBOGGAN from Khairunnisa Alidin on Vimeo.

You need tilt your head to the side to see this video.. haha.. sorry.. my bad..

Alyaa's first step to TOBOGGAN from Khairunnisa Alidin on Vimeo.

SNOW FIGHT!!!!!!!! from Khairunnisa Alidin on Vimeo.

Ok.. the snow fight was not that 'DEAD' .. but it was better in the first snow fight... Poor Aisyah, have to fend for herself while i was busy taking the video... hahaha.. But our fortress was good... so she SURVIVED!!!... hahaha

Some pictures taken while we were there....

ok.. i looked stuffed here..

haha... pardon me... i was not feeling too good at that time...

i was on the verge of getting fever the night before.. thanks to panadeine and voltaren.... kept fever monster at bay... but still.. while i was in the mountain... a bout of illness came over me... hypo, hypothermia, dizziness n blah blah blah..... due the fact that it was 0 to 1 degree celcius out there... bahhhhhh...

alyaa was all fun fun fun... even though she didnt had early breakfast as i did... she didnt even wake up to my 8 calls!!!... haha... lucky her, i stayed just two minutes away from her.. wanna know what woke her up???... the loud bang made by me at her bedroom window!... wahahahaaha.....That jolted from her tido mati...

wahaha.. lucky me.. i met another malay singaporean while we were in that trip.. meet AISYAH taking speech therapy.. i kinda seen her somewhere.. maybe in singapore.. but i could not point finger to anywhere... anyone???

far left.. ling from Kajang , Baya from Perak i think... Diana from Sabah... aisyah and i...

what a better time to take our photo eh???

Tobaggan gang...

We click easily.. she's cool... when i got stuck under a big log... i was almost slipping to 'no-where' bush with my toboggan after a speedy trip down the toboggan slide when i leaped over a ditch and landed on a pile of snow under the log... haha.. she was holding my hand so that i would not slip off.. at the same time, laughing at my condition.. yeah.. it was a sight to laugh at.. hahaha....

Our odd looking snow man...alah.. give us a break!!!...It has this quizzical expression on its face... hehehe...

2008-07-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

Im so drained by today's activity...
erghhhhh... and i dont even wanna talk abt the test!!...

And tmr is another activity.. Boo.... Even though its the second highlight of the holiday, secondary to the birth of Amelia.. i remembered that i was excited for tmr... but dang.. with this lembek condition... the type where i could collapse anytime, anywhere.. i don't think i will have fun tmr...

My whole body aches.. So weak due to lack of fluids and not to mention, i didn't take any full meal since 630Am!!..

Not writing this to have pity.. just random rantings.. eh...

blearghhhhhhhhhhh... i felt like i just ran 10KM sehh.. when i just did couple of laps in the pool... grrrr... so weak!!!

PS* Girl be strong... im sorry i can't be there for you... HAPPY BIRTHDAY by the way.. Listening to you talking and crying on the phone... i felt so helpless... but not to worry... i'll pray for you and your family.. i'll pray for your dad's recovery darling...

PS** i don think my body is custom for the winter... booo...

Holidays coming to an end

2008-07-17T19:36:00.006+08:00

Again, i've been to busy or lazy to update this blog... blearghhhhh
Spent my holidays staying at my cousin's...

Ah huh... It has been a delightful experienced taking care of Adelin!!... khekheke...
And welcome to the world, Nur Amelia!!! hehe... oh gosh.. I predicted that these two sisters going to be a tag team in the future.. Both have similar features.. and that is sooooooo adorable lar.. hehe.. nama jugak adik beradik!!...

Class started on tuesday for me.. And that is the only class i have this week!!...
Class held at Austin Hospital was great.. Not that bad i suppose...

Tmr is the BIG day... arghhhhh.. im gonna be so SCREWED!!!..
Im praying that i nail it just enough for one GO... Not two or three... but ONE!!!...

Pictures taken during the holidays

See how cheeky she can be... kehkehkehe... and she cant get enough of her younger sister... KISS KISS KISS...

Kenduri at one of my cousin's friend's place... His place is so HUGE!!..

Pictures taken from the MIDGET's Mirror... hehe

Saturday is tobogan day!!!... wahaha.. i hope it snows!!!...

Nadia is arriving on sunday morning!!.. yeahhh... 'Christmas' comes early this year... whahahaha.....

2008-06-26T21:33:00.006+08:00

As promised... the pics for our makan session..
these pictures were taken since ytr... when we were preparing it.. as i was in charged of the Leg of lamb.. so.. with alyaa and nadia by my side... made the preparation so easy.. teeheee...
We bought 2 Leg of lamb... coz the plan was to feed 8 people.. so yeah.. that explained the number of legs to feed the number of stomachs... haha

Down to business.. Alyaa was the one preparing the marination of lamb.. haizzz.. im so proud of her lar.. haha.. but yet to cut bawang for me!!!..

and so.. this was the butchering part.. we were trying to stuff the garlic and rosemary in.. heee.. we made a good murderer i must say...
*Alyaa, you want some more of that??.. some more??.. some more??

tadaaaaaaaaaa.... before it went into the fridge... teheee.. overboard am i??

Came morning.. karina had to do lotsa stuff.. she needed to do the salad which i love.. involved fetta cheese, olives, baby spinach, tomatoes, avocado, onions and Balsamic vinegar.. but before that.. she was preparing for us this Chocolate Delicious.. alamak... so sedap ya know as the name suggested.. haha.. im so gonna make it when im back home.. !!.. teehee

And this was the product of our 1 n a half leg of lamb.. with potatoes and pumpkin from karina's backyard.. haha...

and pls note.. the one on the far right.. is a MALAY!!... haha.. at one glance.. dont we look alike??.. hahaha.. anyway.. another melayu that i got to know.. teeheee..
of course.. the last dish was dessert.. that Chocolate Delicious with vanilla ice cream to make it complete.... wahhhhhhhhhhhh.. ok..

sleep time..
ill be back in two weeks time yaw..

Post Exam

2008-06-25T22:04:00.010+08:00

Done with exams...

Slacking like nobody business...

Ytr was the celebration..

We had Nandos for dinner

And had Pancake Parlor for desserts..

wah piang leh.. the pancakes were yummylicious!!!...

Coming to an END of sem 1

2008-06-22T23:29:00.006+08:00

each time i log in into this web page.. im kinda stare at the page but not knowing what to write..
that is most probably due to the fact that im always postponing what i want or need to say..
and the longer i take to compose it.. the more i have nothing to say..

so i will keep this as short as possible.. well.. it will be short.. coz clearly, i have no idea what to write..

im almost done with the exam papers.. and in 12 hours time.. ill be done with semester 1.. wohooo.. KUDOOSSS TO ME!!

the past few weeks were tough for me..

and i have to thank some people who were there for me when i was down..

thank you alyaa. for the pampering and the constant order to eat my medicine..

thank you kak nur family.. bamia sedap leh.. can give recipe?? teehee

thank you abah and mak.. im so sorry for making you so worried..
it was a nice suggestion to bring me back to singapore so you guys could take care of me.. but dang.. NO SEAT..

thank you syafiq.. even though you dont talk much about it.. but ur calls comfort me.. hei you know what...
i will not be the hunch back of the NOTRE DAME.. teeheehee

Im sorry mariam.. for keeping a secret about it..

after thursday makan session.. ill be away from my hostel.. to my safe haven.. im going to do my best to baby sit that cute little fella who is going to be a sister soon!!!..

and due to my condition.. i have to chuck out the idea of going skiing.. haizzz.. what a waste.. nanti patah turus baru tahu...

but im very excited for the makan session.. haizz.. wat else kan.. i love food...
so.. i will try before i head up to my cousin's place to upload the pics of the food n people aite.. No promises,...

till then.. see ya mate...

*dad said im kurus and so pale.. awwwwwwww... i like that as a compliment.. not the pale part though.. wahaha.. but when im back from kak nur's place.. i can guarantee.. i will be bloated again.. coz she always whip up good meal lehhhhhh.. haiyaaaaaa.. teeeheeee...

ps* i know, abg fendy.. u cant wait to see me bloated again right.. tsk tsk tsk... kak nur.. pls refrain me from EATing a LOT!!!

2008-06-09T11:49:00.003+08:00

one thing that i like staying in Waterdale Apartment is the free goodies that they give away during the exam periods.. hehehe..

last two weeks i got lolillies..

last week i got chocolates and an apple....

today i got small lollies and a pencil... haha...

nice kannnnn.. hehe.......

what will it be next week?.. :P

Western

2008-06-08T18:16:00.002+08:00

Okay.. today i felt like cooking western.. Woke up at 230PM.. yes i know.. so buruk kannn.. haizzzz... but that is because alyaa and i slept in the wee hours....
so.. The marination of the lamb chops were easy.. mummy's recipe of course.. the new thing is the MASHED POTATO!!!.. hehe.. i likeeeeeeee... some milk, salt, butter,white pepper and some parmesan cheesee.. ooooooo.. yummy!!!...hehe

alyaa doing her part of the cooking.. hehe

and of course.. the head chef.. hehe.......

im telling you.. i think my dad not only sent me here for the DEGREE..
but also to know how to cook!!!.. hehe....

Burritos

2008-06-05T23:29:00.010+08:00

so.. whats today menu??
1 whole chicken marinated with honey, oyster sauce, garlic and lotsa black pepper.. roast it for an hour.. and voula...

hehe.. yes i know.. its half botak already.. haha

finishing touches.. burritos bread-mayonaise spread.. tomatoes, avocado slice, salad n the chicken of course.. and last.. melted mozarella cheese.. a presentable dish of nadia's.. alyaa n mine were just full of chicken.. making us look like one greedy peeps.. haha..

and the way we ate it.. sure was different.. nadia's style.. coz hers was dripping with the chicken sauce.. haha
so first.. u tear a piece of that burritos..spread that freaking HOT CHILLI SAUCE

then u fold it.. so you can put it in ur mouth easily...

open mouth big BIG.. n ngap!!!!...

and quickly close your mouth.. before you say anything more.. hehe

ok.. nadia is gonna kill me when she sees this.. hehe...........

2008-06-04T02:15:00.005+08:00

Everytime.. i talked to people back in singapore.. people who i treat as acquaintances or just a friend.. they asked the same question at some point of the conversation...

whether i miss this boy or not???...

errrr...
DUH..............................

of course i miss this bugger...
and they would ask how we cope it... n blah blah blah..

I DON KNOW!!!!......

i tried not to think so much.. abt us.. coz i cant do much when im here and he is there, am i not right???

But what i know...he can make me smile with just a phone call.. he can me smile when he irritates me with the food that he ate or going to eat later on my 'behalf'.. the food that im craving for in particular.. he made me smile when he strummed his guitar.. he made me smile when he sang for me.. not much of a singer.. but i still adore it... heee..

how i wish that stupid post office would do their job correctly... hurrrrrrrrrrrrr

2008-06-04T02:06:00.002+08:00

Nothing can deter me from sleep except for Tears of the Sun..

hehe... haizzzzzzz.... i've watched that movie so many times yet im not bored by it..

suddenly.. i have a craving for sambal goreng pengantin.....

tell me why am i still up at 4AM... n im having a terrible headache.. grrrrrr...

Sundays at Starbucks :P

2008-06-02T16:32:00.014+08:00

My weekend turned out better than I expected it would be..

i got to finish my last 2 essays for this semester by saturday night.. n no.. i didnt go to i-miss-home-depress-syndrome mode.. thank God for it..

and Sunday was the plus point.. teeheee.. i was too tired of being cooped up in my 'jail' lookalike room.. so i went to the city alone..

checked some stuff for the bf and bought my very own microphone.. yippeeee.. so now we could video conferencing.. oh yeahhh...

i have been wanting to have new york cheese cake and caramel frappe from starbucks since last week.. so i say.. why not indulge in it eh???....

too bad.. no new york.. and caramel was the next best choice.....

it 230Pm, when i met alyaa at starbucks.. haizzzzz.. it has been so long since i last sat down for coffee and yack all i want sehh.. and apparently...alyaa is a good companion for coffee tooo.. thanks babe....you with that 5 kg of chocolates that u carried from far far away near the mountains.. haha...

so where is nadia, some may ask.... hehe...
she joined us much later.. hehe.. she had to re-route her journey just to have coffee with us .. hoooooo haaaaaaaaa........hehe..now that i have to say.. way-the-go NADIA!!!!..
coz....... the journey to each respective cousins/aunts take us almost 2-3 hours each..but because, that is our comfort zone.. before sanity hits us.. we jolly well make our way there whenever we need it.. that comfort...

we were there till our butts were sore from sitting down which was at 7Pm..
Took the bus till home...
and that was when we knew, winter has make its entrance by covering the roads with thick fog... it was so foggy that our bus driver drove at a very slow speed..

nadia and alyaa ended up sleeping over at my place.. even though its a two min walk away, it was too foggy, that we cant see whats 10 feet in front of us.. we thought we were living in one of the HARRY POTTER'S movie....haizzz..

so.. back to reality now.. study study study...

2008-05-31T17:50:00.001+08:00

alamakkkkkkkkkkkkk.... tak boleh tengok larrrrr.. ..

kak ina... HOW!!!!????

:(

2008-05-31T13:50:00.001+08:00

AYAT AYAT CINTA is here!!!!...

but im toooo busy to watch sehhh.. boo.. haizzzzz...

2008-05-30T22:48:00.004+08:00

this blog is becoming redundant as days goes by...
should i shut it down??

hmm.. feel like doing it..

oh well.....

i will try and write it when im free aite..

this will be another 'wasted' entry..

im here again.. as in.. here in my hostel during the weekends.. too busy with school work that i cant afford the time to travel to kak Nur's house.. ahhhhhhh.. i miss that baby girl lar.. n i miss real food.. booo....

2 essay due on monday.. n im almost done with it.. except to print it.. hopefully it turns out well.. eh??

Exam is just ard the corner.. i have been reading notes but it is at a very verrrryyy slow pace.. n im not proud of it.. haizzzzzz.. hopefully after monday... aft the essay.. it will all turn back to normal pace ok.. to the pace that it should be.. the pace where i could complete reading/memorizing/understanding 349740924595924792592759075297252 numbers of lectures notes.. oh yeah.. that much.. haizzzzzz.....

and im soooooooooooo depress now.. well.. not that depress that i wanna cry.. but depress and exasperate by the delay of the post office job... BADLY DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!...
brapa penat aku buat benda tuuuuuuuuuu.. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... n someone even fault me for not REGISTER it!!! welll.. err. sorry lar!!!!..

ahhh.. don bother me.. im in my own world...

well.. what can i say.. i all alone here.. in my room.. in my white 'jail' room....mind can really works the other way round when you are alone ya know........

Winter is here....... brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. so the cold oneeeeeeeeeeee...

Alyaa and nadia are not here... boooo.. both of them went to their respective aunt n cousin's place.. and im stuck here.. BOOOOO.......
alyaaa..nadia... come back fast can... hehe.... GREYS ANATOMY WAITING FOR YOU GUYS.. HEHE...

ok.. this girl can be very excited one when she watched FOOTIE.. really.. and that was her face when her fav team did a stupid mistake...

pics was taken last week..

since im all alone here.. so no photo lar... hehe...

ok.. i think i better stop here before i myself fall asleep writing this.. pray that i wont succumb to that lonely-depress-missinghome-weekend syndrome these few days k...

ESTATIC!!!

2008-05-21T11:53:00.003+08:00

ok.. i know i have written an entry just few minutes ago... haha... but i just need to write this into another entry... haha...

im over the top right now... haha... happpy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. really happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... haha....

called my mum few minutes ago.. asking her not to send the DVD of prison break.. hehe. yes i know.. i have been calling and messaging her for ages to send it to me... haha.. but since i have that freaking-good-but-up-to-NO-good-for-me software... i have just dwl all episodes of prison break season 3... haha.. wicked!!!!.... (But no malay movie lar, so im still expecting ayat ayat cinta form u kak ina. hehe.. )

and mummy asked me...

her: isha.. mak dah nak beli ticket to ******... You can go right???

damn right i can goo... haha.. and if its impossible, i will try and make it POSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....

oh GOD... i am so hoping this holiday will come true.. teeeheeeeeeee........

2008-05-21T11:33:00.005+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh...
Had Nasi Briyani Ayam ytr.. and of course.. i cooked it. haha... yipppeeeeeeeeee.......

of course invited the rest of the singaporeans...

and even karina loves it.. tambah dua kali babe..... hehe

mum was surprised that i could cooked that.. hehe.... semua rempah babe.. REMPAH kat kedai mamak!!!!...... teeheeee..

ok.. i am so sure.. when i get back from australia, mum gonna find a way not to cook and ASK me to cook.. i can sooooooooooooooo foresee it..

her: dah jauh, pandai anak mak....

swoon plus heart flutter.. teeheee

heeee..........

ooooo.. DC/Peer-to-peer sharing software issssss sooooooooooooooooo ADDICTIVE!!!... plus.. its legal lar.. haha.. and i get to watch any movie i want... hahaha.. any series i want... any songs i want... hehe.. and its free... ITS LEGAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..... yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. haha...
ok.. this is so bad lar.. i must restrain myself.. hehe... but before i head back to singapore.. i am gonna fill this lap top with all the movies and songs that i could find in the face of the earth... hehe... ciaoooooooooooooooooooooo...

2008-05-20T11:37:00.002+08:00

Have you ever thought if you have an imaginary friend when you were little?

Has it crossed your mind, just maybe you have the imaginary friend but you have forgotten about it?

Out of curiosity, wanting to know what kind of books he read.. so i bought it since the book is on sale at TARGET...

in two nights.. im done with it.. addictive enough for me to set a side my studies for a while during the night.. teeeheeee...........

Sundays at Tiffany...

PS* Syafiq.. i nak diamond ring from Tiffany boleh??? kehkekehkeehehkeheh...
Ring tak ra... Earing pun jadi lar.. hehehehehe...

The Essay

2008-05-19T13:41:00.002+08:00

i guess... its true when people say... the amount of energy that you have put in into something will reflect on the outcome..

i remember being sooooooooooooo 'chiong' on this particular essay.. even though its due at a later date.. being me, if its later than i will do it at a much later date.. haha.. yup..... but when i received the assignment criteria and questions, i felt that i could NAIL it...

and today.. i got the results back.. boy am i sooooooooooooo glad of the results.. something that i didnt expect from myself.. teeheee.. yesssss.. i know.. i am gloating.. but pls.. give me time to gloat okay??.. hehe.. its not always i get this opportunity.. wahahaha...

coz i know my capabilities..... but THIS!!!... its something that i need to sit back and just smile.......... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......LET ME JUST BASK IN THE GLORY...

haha... coz i know... ESSAY is my freaking weak point.. if i have a choice of ESSAY or EXAM, i would have choose the latter.. ESSAY is such a pain in the ASS... hehehe...

its always the borderline mark that i got.........................

but having this grade for the effort that i have put in... IT REALLY PAID OFF...

i have to thank my 'SISTER' in singapore.. haha.. for picking up my emergency call/question in ward... hehe...
i have to thank karina's mom toooo....

and last... HIM..

Alhamdullilah.........

LOOK WHO'S BACK!!

2008-05-18T20:57:00.002+08:00

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

hehe.. back from cuzzie place.... my safe haven i must say...
somewhere where i know i wont succumb to depression, 'I-want-to-go-back' mode...
yess... their place...

and adelin's antics are forever making me smile widely... However... Poor her.. she has been under the weather for almost a week!!.. and the day that i came over, she was coughing so badly and her mucus were forever dripping.. and since she doesnt know how to cough out all the sputum or sneeze out all those mucus.. she was suffering the whole night.. and yes.... her parents were worried sick of her.. but luckily.. she was almost well on saturday... wanna know why???..
Coz she was shouting on top of her lungs and tried to grab anything at the kedai mama on saturday!!!... teeheee

and conversation with BF.. yessss.... since she could not make me stay awake at 4AM in singapore at the moment... she has found a way to make me stayed up till 4AM aussie time.....................
i will pray for you dear...
Just remember, everything happens for a reason...

& i cant wait to call the GIRL on tuesday!!!!!!!!!!.. hehe.. i know you know.. haha.. so spit it out when i call u aite.........
'habis tak tepis???? suka eh.. suka eh dia.."
heheheheheheheheheehheehehe....

& to you.. ride safely.....

& i love when i get to read certain things abt CERTAIN people that i have been insisting to put up a blog.. tahahahahahahaa....

toodlessssssssss...

2008-05-15T13:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was loved..

Had a web cam session with my family.. and bro in dubai..(that was a short one coz someone sooooo busy talking to girlfriend leiiii.. just because i don have a MIC!!!....dushhhhh)...

But hopefully by June i could have it when they send it to me..

Was nice to see my mum, dad n zul.. all of them looked so happy when we could see each other... teeheeee.. mummy gave me many flying kisses.. haha.. i like that.. hehe.. i felt as if im a small child being far away from family.. when im all grown up now but still the distance is great.. hehe....

News about Myanmar people are really depressing.. Thinking that the people who are suffering and have lost their loved ones in the disaster.. it made me think that my 'missing family syndrome' is so paltry to compare to them.. at least i have my family still; when they cant even see their loved ones anymore..

Get a grip Isha!!...

A glimpse of you made me smile widely ytr.....

2008-05-11T13:35:00.002+08:00

Time check in Australia - 3.34PM...

It was just now that both of us have woken up from our deep slumber... so buruk kannnnn...

and to think that in 1 and a half hour, dark falls... 'GREAT'....

That is how we spend/t our SUNDAY....

2nd part

2008-05-10T15:26:00.002+08:00

i was still up at 4AM in the morning ytr..

During that depressing phase.. i was sooooooooo tempted to call DAD... time check in Singapore would be 2AM.. Probably at home by then... but then i gave it a miss... coz.. what will he think of me eh??...

and sooo.. surprisingly.. woke up before my alarm clock went off... well.. that is the first time.. dragged myself to school to sign some some stuff and off to the market..

With eyes swollen due to the excessive crying.. haha..........

and guess what... in the midst of choosing daun pandan.. DADDY called!!!...

haizzzzzz.. tears welled up again.. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CROWD....

goshhh.. im an emotional wreck..

of course.. mum must have mentioned to him that his ONLY daughter who is lonely at DOWN UNDER crying OVER the phone ytr..

Him: Darling.. how are you??

(haizzz.. melt me when he called me that.. coz its SELDOM.. EH WE ARE TALKING ABT MY DAD AR.. and that was when i got all teary again)

Me: Im ok dad...

Him: I heard you cried ytr over the phone with mum... what happened??

and yesssss... i told bits and stufff....

the minute he asked how long is my holiday after exams, i knew what will come up next.... BONUS question !!!!!...

Him: You want to go home during that time? If you want i can arrange for you....

Wahhhh... at that time.. im like.......... haizzzzz... if only i could say i want to....

BUT....

Me: tak pe lar abah...

yes..... ISHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are freaking home sick.. and that is ALL you can say to dad???....

haizz.. yesss.. coz i know.. a lot of money have been used for me and my older bro.. since both of us at the moment are in different continents.. and what more with the plan that my family had in mind at the end of the year... yes.. that i have to keep in mind even though that is not for sure...... booooo.....

on another note....
nasi lemak was POWER... i cooked the rice, fried chicken, sambal sotong, ikan bilis and omelete....... oh yessss..........

being depressed has made me crazy on cooking..........
leave me now to my solitary retreat....

2008-05-09T23:34:00.005+08:00

I think.. exhaustion plays a BIG part here...

I could not sleep for these past few days.. and im feeling numb.. i could not think much...
and im feeling very much lonely now...

im missing home big time now..

i swear..

i swear im missing home like freaking shit...

When i called home just now, i have no intention to shed a single tear.. but talking to my mum.. haizzzzzz.... alone in my room...with 4 white walls all ard me...when silent crepe in... tears just welled up... words that i spoke, just doesnt turn out right... and i know my mum could hear it... and i could hear hers....
And im still wiping my tears now...
How pathetic it is right...

Pls let me be strong...

Let me get over this phase..

Let me sleep and not staring at the walls...

2008-05-08T17:05:00.002+08:00

Yet another Mother's nature has hit its course...

My heart goes out to the people in Myanmar and to the people whose love ones has perished in the midst of the Cyclone storm. I hope.. i really hope that the aid that was rendered to them is being given to the survivors promptly. The military Junta should give the green light for the emergency foreign air workers to enter to their country as soon as they could. Now is not the time to play politics.. its a matter of life and humanitarian...

2008-05-07T23:32:00.002+08:00

ok..
the song that is being played in my blog is gonna be there for quite a LOOOOOOOONG time..

so love it aite if u guys wanna read on..

haizzzz.. i love the song ever since i first heard it.. so soothing gitu..

conversation with zul.. enlighten me in a sense that i thought i could never have this kind of conversation with him.. teeheee...

Me: mak ngan abah tak plan nak gi holiday this JUNE?

Him: entah.. tak amik tahu.. too busy studying for exam..

Me: wah.. something abt you has changed.. hahaha

hehe...

Cina-Ci-Tolok slang

2008-05-07T14:58:00.002+08:00

ehhh.. that round round thing at marina ah... that go merry merry go round right...
i want to go up ar...that one call wat ar?? Singapore Flyer ar??.. ok ar.. i want to go up lar.. then down one.. den go up again.. so they can call merry merry go round...

wahahahahaha..
Hint ar...

2008-05-05T18:05:00.002+08:00

I came out of my room with eyes all red and watery and puffy..

Smile sheepishly at Karina...

She: ooo.. did you had a nap?

Me: No...

She: why are you crying? awww.. you made a phone call to home?

Me: No... i was watching a korean movie...

She: what??? (unbelieveable face).. gosh Nisa.. you are so emotional!...

wahahaha.. yes.. That i am.. haizzzzzzzzz... tha korean movie was good!!...

A Moment to Remember....

Go Get It!!!....

*If you think A Walk to Remember featured Mandy Moore was good.. watch the above one.. 10 times better!!!...

2008-05-04T15:37:00.008+08:00

So weekend is almost over... and even though i didnt get any studying done... but im pretty happy on how i spent the weekends.. heee..

i asked karina to send me to the service station that is closest to my cousin's place.. coz i don think i could handle the 2-3 hours journey at that time!!.....heee.. since she herself is passing that freeway.. ehhhh WHY NOT??.. teeeeheee...

she just got herself a CAR!.. SO YEAH.. she loves it.. I love it.. haha.. you know.. i know why... hehe.....

and.. ive been missing this girl for almost 2 weeks plus... 3 days after her 1st birthday.. she was already up and walking..... heeeee... FAST EH... no doubt searching her aunt who flew back the day before and me.. heheeee...tak tahu malu ehhh...

and this is one HAPPY GIRL.. even though she slept all the way while her mum and i got our hands busy with SHOPPING.... haha.. yeap... i cant freaky STOP lar.... haizzzz.. even the SAFEWAY (NTUC S'PORE version) is addictive.. shit sehhh... ada jeeee.. nak beli.. haizzz..

2008-05-01T20:22:00.005+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY SINGAPOREANS!!!...

Heehee... even though we celebrated Labour day like few weeks ago in Australia.. but we still celebrate as if it is Labour day for us here today.. wahahaha...

Nadia and i could not believe how small the world is.. To think that we meet again HERE in Australia and not in Singapore.. i think we lost touch about 4-5 years i guess.. right nadia??..OF ALL PLACES EH...

and as days goes by.. it felt as if i have been friends with Alyaa for ages.. even though we know each other only the day we met here in Melbourne..

So we made our way to the city today to run some errands and at the same time, have some fun!!.. i have never felt so girly for the loooongest time.. But today i did!!.. haha.. Cuci mata like crazy.. Alyaa and Nadia were always elbowing me to see the people that they think were cute... AIYOH!!.. HEHE...
Well.. we did have fun today.. Braving through the cold wind.. that was just the let down of the day...esp for me.. haha.. i cant tahan liao................

Dinner was not that bad at ES Teler...

But having Starbucks was when the kick in started....nyehehe... cam whoring was nuts... Nadia who don love to take pictures, follow suit the craziness that was brought by alyaa and i... hehehehe........

Nadia and Alyaa really could not resist dressing my hat and improvise it on my head...n love doing it..

Im telling ya.. THEY LOVE ME.. haha.. and i love them to bits!!!

PS* Don worry darling.. i will call you tmr k... i hope you didnt had any heart palpitations when they ask for your hand.. tahahahaha.. i know you cant wait to let it out kan kan kan..I READ... hehehe.... Girl.. minang je babe... Blom tunang!!.. hehe..im telling you.. better be LATE NOVEMBER sehhhhhhhh.....i wanna stand beside you dahhhhhhhhh......

PS2* i heard fadzuly's engagement WAS like a NIKAH one.. haha... it must a grand one for a guy part eh kak ina??.. teheeee...Send photos ar....DON FORGET...

OK.. going off to their house for a sleep over... nyehehe.. and GIRLS TALK..

2008-04-30T20:02:00.002+08:00

Just let me say it out loud..

The mass email that was sent by my elder bro set me to tears.. Not sad tears nor are they happy tears.. Just all bout of emotional tears which words could not explain what im feeling.. The email was for my family..

Special advices were given to each of us..

That sprang tears in my eyes...

I know..it must be tough for my parents.. They have to work harder than before..

Bro in Dubai.. Im in Australia.. Even though zul is back at home, im sure he is trying his best to be on par with the both of us.. And i wish him all the best..

The cold here is unbearable at times.. & my back is not getting any better... I will need to see a Dr soon if its worsen..

That are just some words that i needed to say, in this cold night..

just a thought for myself

2008-04-30T12:26:00.004+08:00

one thing for sure.. i've changed......

beside the environment and the mountain-heaps-feelings-missing home syndrome...
i've changed...

not personality wise.. that is for sure...

attitude maybe....

habits definitely..

WHAT about the old nisa??
*dont eat breakfast coz she is always late or too lazy..

*grab a lunch outside usually..

*more of eating out.. out of convenience..

*following mood to study..

*have no inkling on how to cook

*spiritual wise, im sad to say, i was not so ON with it when i was back in singapore.. reasons shall just kept in my heart.. (n im forever regretful)

*fruit intake- could be counted by finger in total.. in a year..

*vegetable intake-if there is, there is.. no vege, its alright for me.. can still live..

*cannot sleep w/o air-con

WHAT about the new nisa?
*have to take BREAKFAST. Freaking good cereals sold here. AND healthy ones. Accompany
with banana and grapes to add natural sweetness in it. Brain could not function well w/o it. Lectures will be a daze one for sure.

*Lunch is a SELF PREPARED sandwich.. hahaha.. yes.. either butter & jam or egg sandwich would keep my stomach growling at bay... teeheee...

*Dinner.. OF COURSE a SELF PREPARED... hahaha.. im quite surprise at myself.. looking at how well i can cook now.. teehee.. ooo ya..and i love to feed people with my food... hehe.. ESP alyaa and nadia.. like wise.. they will cook for me too.. hehee.. love the dinner with them..

*CLEAR CUT- i love fruits and vegetables here.. haha.. fruits is like a MUST FOR ME.. for me to munch at night.. or i would indulge in sinfully foods like CHOCOLATE..ALL kinds of fruits that could fit into my small fridge, is there.. hehehe.. Vegetables, more to salad.. coz i couldnt find a good kailan or kangkong.. (so peeps out there.. when im back.. pls bring me to places that i could eat KANGKONG to my hearts content)..hehe,..

*NO matter how sick i am.. im always revising my work... *wink*

*im closer to HIM then i was back in Singapore.. and im forever grateful for this feeling...

*AIR-CON is a big NO NO!!!..Hahaa... literally brain freeze outside.. fingers numb while writing this.. A HEATER is a MUST!!!..

and i THINK.. I learned how to be INDEPENDENT.

That is definite....

Tmr.. its LABOUR DAY for Singaporeans...
and not only that.. its a big day for some people that is dear to me..
Lina, my darling.. is gonna get herself BOOKED.. haha.. not tunang.. but masuk MINANG.. HEHE
Fazuly..my cousin.. is gonna get engaged..
Kak alzerin.. is gonna get herself engaged as well..
Congratulations you guys!!!...

2008-04-27T18:32:00.009+08:00

she always call me 'ASS' or 'ASSHOLE'..

or if she wants something from me.. like to call her or something.. she calls me "MINAH"

or if she wants to suck up.. she will comment.."WE ARE BESTFRIEND KAN.."

and when im down with bad headache or bad tummy ache.. she will make fun of it at the same time trying to pacify me with stuff...

and always irritate me with her ayam voice.. that comes with this funny expression...

or sometimes, it can be my turn to irritate her..but she still wins me.. hehe

and yes.. at times.. im trying my best to set the whole thing straight into her head..ya know.. knock some sense into her thick head... like *someone said.. the aussie style... haha..ok i can settle with that..

and she loves when people dote on her.. oh common.. doesnt everyone??.. nyehehe

and yess... sometimes.. we just settle for a hot/cold coffee and yak all we can.....and just except each other lackings in life... heee... like her comot-ness.. haha...

just so you know girl... i miss you loads....

take care.. ur wish will come true if u work for it ... will pray for ya aite.....

2008-04-25T21:15:00.002+08:00

so i went to IMAX at melbourne museum!!.. heee...

woohoo.. something that i nvr thought of doing.. it was felicia's idea.. and i was being the good companion just to accompany her since she wanted to go so much..yeah.. i was pretty much dragging myself.. coz im paying 15 dollars just to watch a movie...

little did i know that its a 3D motion picture... i watched THE SPIDERWICK CHRONICLES.. in a 3D version of course... oh yess.. heee.. it was great... the Museum stated that it has the biggest screen in the world.. oh yeahh..

lets just say.. im glad i drag myself out of my hostel n went to the city.. it was worth it.. the movie.. the fun.. the effects.. hmmmmmm...

HAPPY ANZAC DAY....

n for that.. i got a long weekend...

aiyah... im keeping this entry short... coz i got no mood to write anything.. boohooo.....

2008-04-22T20:14:00.002+08:00

ok.. im not gonna entertain anyone right now..

im feeling like shit right now..
feeling like crap now..

im feeling so unlove...

i feel shitty...
ARRGGHHHHH!!!....

PMS is sailing thru and docking at my harbour..

i can feel it....

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

Solely for her...

2008-04-21T09:07:00.006+08:00

so i did the countdown for her...

me: babe... you got 10 more days!!!.

her: for what?

her: omg

me: hahahah.. org masuk minang!!!...

im the one who got all excited... heehehehehe.... my darling gonna get herself a new family members... teeeheeee........

so lina...when they want you to get engaged any sooner than late november, put your feet down on it.. stamp on it.. cry n roll on the floor you may...

n say: i want my darling isha to be here...

wahahahahahaha.. im not sure whether they will receive that news well.. hahaha...

hug you tight tight!!!... heeee.....

2008-04-20T11:40:00.002+08:00

Just tell me WHY???

WHY is nisa in the library on sunday afternoon???

YES!!!..

Blink ur eyes, you may..

I am in the school library.. lock in one of the study carrels... to listen to the past lectures to refresh memory... ON SUNDAY!!!.... wahahaha.....

arghhh.. i want to eat mee soto lar.. particularly BEACH RD mee soto... hmmmmmmmm....
im being pathetic am i???

oooo.. dzarrin has reached DUBAI i think..... 2008 really make history lar for my family...

can anyone answer me.. how many calories should one burn in one day???.. i would appreciate if someone answer me.. teeheee...

2008-04-19T10:46:00.003+08:00

eloooooooooooooo......

sorry to the people who msg me on THURDAY night on MSN.... the night of ayam masak lemak cili padi..

alamak... when im AWAY... im really away.. hehe... byk pulak tu yg msg.. bila aku online, korang tak nak cakap.. bila aku away... byk pulak songgeh...

after the cooking session, i was just too lazy to walk back home even though its a 2 min walk.. heheeeee.... it was well past mid-night when i realised the time..forgot that i didnt switch off my comp.... so.. it was a cooking session cum sleepover...

ayam masak lemak cili padi was alright.. minus the sambal tumis sotong(coz its too much already)...
they liked it... but i don... haha.. cos i think not enough of cili padi n too much of tumeric powder... haha... but they like it.. even one comment resembles n sort of taste like her grandma cooking... well good for her.. heee...
someone said, i have high standard of food....

yeahh.. i have to critic my own cooking.. i have high standard on my own cooking... i think i can do BETTER... with the BLENDER in hand.. hahaha....... my baby for now.. haha......

my master piece!!!.. wahahaha...

PS* mum loves when i told her my cooking adventure,... hehe

INVESTMENT

2008-04-17T14:31:00.002+08:00

hokayyyyy...

i invested in a BLENDER yesterday....

and i got to use it today... weeeeeeheeee.. my 1st BLENDER...haha.. i felt as if i bought myself a house n this is one of the stuffs to buy to make my hosue complete.. hehe....

i know.. i know.. i could always ask my cousin to blend it for me.. but heck.. i kept forgetting to bring it back home... haizzzzz...

anyway.. back to the BLENDER.. hehe.. power lar...

n soon.. im gonna make myself banana smoothies... yippeee...

oh no worriess... i blend the inside of the container with detergent.. haha.. so my future smoothies wont smell of onions n cili kering.. wahahaha.....

well.. i think it is a sooooo good investment.. my housemate, karina, already place an order.. haha.. she said, she would buy from me at the end of the year when i go back.. wahahaha....

ooo.. n i taught her a new word.. KEPO!!.. hehehe....she learned bahasa indonesia during her high school days... her accent is so funny n i always laugh when she tried to speak malay words... but she has been one of my closest friend ever since i arrived here... so yeah.. she's cool.. threaten to tuck me in by 930PM, so i could wake up for every morning lecture.. haha.. how cool is tat.. hehehe...

ok.. im off to NADIA n ALYAA's house.. for cooking session today.. yipppeeee.. we gonna have ayam masak lemak cili padi yawwwwwwwwwwww... haha....

GRRRRRR.........

2008-04-16T19:09:00.002+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

why is my MSN not working!!!!.. i feel like crap sehh... grrr.. it was woking fine last night... but its not even wanna log in this morning till now!!!.. what the helll.....................

240 calories... is it enough?

nahhh.. i don think sooooooooo..... HOW!!!!????!!!!

2008-04-15T09:31:00.003+08:00

ok... right now.. in the library.. waiting for the next lecture. sitting at a table with felicia.. NNNN. on the same table.. im siting with this one cute guy... kwang kwang kwang.... cute maut!!!... n nope.. i was here first ehh... haha... haizzz... but i bet he is younger than me.. not that i want anything out of this.. haha... just cuci mata can... teeheee...

still.. i am ever faithful to him... him as syafiq ehhh... yeah yeah.. stuck your tongue out if you guys want...

n you.. make sure you know that!

haizzzzzzz...

2008-04-14T19:52:00.007+08:00

slept over at my cousin's place during the weekends... celebrated ADELIN's birthday...
The party was good..

Party was 6 hours.. but the preparation was like 1 n a half day.. haha....

siti, my cousin and i were 'kirai-ing' roti kirai till 3+ in the morning..
and kak nor could not sleep the night coz her curry was disaster.. haha.. the gravy for roti kirai was shockingly salty.. n we were wondering wat happened... haha.. coz, definitely she didnt put the salt to the curry like half a kilo coz it taste like it.. haha...and even after all the alterations that we have done, the saltyness still persist.... anyway... the next morning, it taste all good after all the extra ingredients we put in.. hehe.. like tomatoes and carrots.. haizzzzz...

the birthday cake.. isnt she cute??.. n it was delicious!!! haizz.. it was very hard to cut the face.. coz she is so freaking CUTE lar... she is slowly finding her way into my heart.. oops NO.. she has already done it.. n i love her to bits!!

Proud parents of ADELIN... N yes... kak nor is expecting another baby in July...

ok.. these were just some of her presents.. she got a lot on that day.. lucky baby lar...
oh yess.. she just could not wait to get her hands on those..

so.. those are the photos taken during the weekends..

shopping at Northland S. C today was good.. was taking my own sweet time while im there... ooo n i just love walking n buying in SAFEWAY... even though its just groceries shopping... but i love going through all those lanes.. hehe... so neatly arranged...n very enticing to buy....

n did i mention that i have wonderful housemates???.. i think i did.. but i have to emphasize it more now.. haha....
i have a personal wake up caller every morning.. haha.. Kenny is always waking me up.. coz she knows i am so liat to wake up every morning for the first class of the day.. REALLY!!!.....today.. she took another approached to wake me up.. usually, she knocked that door n peep in n called out my name... but since that doesnt work always.. Today.. she knocked the door so many times that she actually wanted me to climb out of the bed to open that door.. teeheee... haizzz.. am i bless or wat???...

yeah yeah yeah.. IM LAZY.. haizzzzzzzzzz.........

And guess wat!!.. i passed the mini PATHOLOGY test.. wahahahaha... man, it was a KILLER!!.. didnt actually wanna talk abt it much aft that test.. so much that i didnt even wanna blog abt it..so much that, i evade the questions from daddy.... tahaha... but, since i've passed, i ought to talked abt it.. no?... haha... it was an unexpected results.. to think that i could flunk... to think that if i pass, it would be only a meagre.. coz even though i studied for that test n i thought i studied enough.. BOY, when i walked out of that lecture hall.. i was thinking, ' oh oh... i think i didnt study enough.. bah!!!'

haizzz

alhamdulilah is the right word for it now..

i think i can really sail through this BACHELOR course if i put my mind to it.. INSYA-ALLAH...
and i really want to nail this course really bad... i am so praying hard for it everyday...
two essays done and handed in.. im left with another two... which will only be due in 1 n a half month.. which soo reminds me that im almost done with the semester... phew!!!...

ok.. at this point.. i don know where all these come from.. all these random rantings... but den.. ITS my blog eh.. so.. i should continue on .. no?.. naahahaha.....

i think thats all lar.....

i need a blender.. period!

Monday Blue... NOT!!!

2008-04-07T07:09:00.004+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhh.. one good thing about daylight saving is that you can wake up one hour later... kwang kwang kwang... but then, its only for a while.. when you get use to the time, you will be back to your normal routine.....

anyway.. today, one of my essay need to be hand up by 12 noon... and boy .. am i glad that im done with it..

tmr will be patho test.. n im almost done with the revision.. im left with thrombosis, fluid haemodynamic disorder and immunology.. yes very heavy topic leh.. jia lat

and next week, medication essay will be due on monday at 12 noon to.. n yes.. im almost done too.. Im left with the education and the reference..

i just got one word for all of these..

alhamdullilah...

with HIM as a protector and company and saviour and all the good things that HE has done for me ever since im HERE.. i am so grateful..

weekends were not that bad.. aft the BBQ on saturday, my cousin, her friends and i went to Victoria market on sunday.. to buy nougats for my mum,. and of course.. i couldnt help it but to buy some stuff.. Essencial stuff yaw...... i bought two of these heat packs.. which i think is good when winter comes... i can always clip it to heat it and let it be my company to school for my hands.. so it wont freezee.. n also.. its good for any joint pain.. so yes.. its a good bargain i got..

and i bought 6 stalk of sunflowers to company me in my room for the month of april.. wohooooo.. im amazed by the cheap-ness of these flowers are.. haizzz.. i could have fresh flowers almost every week sehh... yessss.. that cheap... 6 stalk for $7.50... cheap not mariam???..

well... to light up this room of mine....

Nobody said it was easy..

its such a shame for us to part,

Nobody said it was easy,

No one ever said it would be this hard,

ill take you back to the stars....

Whining

2008-04-06T16:00:00.002+08:00

be WARNED... its a whining entry

hei everyone!!!!!!..

back from my cousin's place.... BBQ was awesome.. haizzzzzzzz.. den i got to satisfy my another craving.. which was my mum's special marinated chops.. hur hur... im satisfied baby!!..

ok... daylight saving started today... and im just 2 hours away from singapore... No more 3 hours.. Still.. im thousand miles away from HOME.. booooooooooooo...
and blardy helll... its only 6 PM, and the sun set alreadyy.. Like wat the toooooooooooooooooooot.........

and of course winter will be much earlier.. on my goodness....

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............

ok.. im acutally scared right now... Lina and i have this plan when i get back.. and i really need it to make it happen... or i will have to face the forfeit... and shoooottttt.... the forfeit is too much for me to bear.. OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............

im so hungry... i need to eat.. but oh GOD.... im so lazy to cook... the foods not yet thaw... grrrrrr...

seee.. its a whining entry

Weather forecast

2008-04-02T13:53:00.003+08:00

you know what.. i feel much safer in my room rather any where else... haha.. along the way.. i saw couple of trees fallen down to the ground.. did i say it right??.. yeah.. the strong wind was the culprit.. and still is going on outside.. the strong wind i mean...

over at Glenn's college, there was a tree trunk fallen on top of a student's head.. wahhh.. bad luck seh...

its so strong, that when i walked, it sort of like gave me a push from the back.. from the sides, from the front.. oh yeah.. that strong... waduuuhhhh... initially i thought, is there a storm going on that i don know??... the wind that brushes the leaves in the trees as if its like i was at the sea side.... big trees swaying at no direction man.. its crazy!!...

well.. true enough.. news broadcast announced that, gale storm is brewing.. so yeah.. carefull there aite..

Didnt i tell you that melbourne's weather is crazy...

2008-04-01T21:05:00.003+08:00

Occasionally.. well.. actually.. almost everytime ar.. when i did my laundry.. i always pop into these two nice soul's house.. so.. this was last sunday.. since all three of us were pretty hungry.. we ordered in PIZZA....

But today.. since i was so nice and all.. and also lonely to eat alone... haha.. i invited them to my flat to have dinner with me.. of course.. prepared by myself.. haha... good comments i got from them.. yeah!!.. this include a set meal horrrrr..ayam masak merah, kailan with mushroom on oyster sauce and fried eggs.. hehe......

so lina.. aku pass ayam masak merah.. wohoooo!!!!..

ok... im done with health promotion essay.. i don want to read it back again, coz i think i will just go crazy... i just wanna hand in the assignment and wash my hand on it... arggghhhh.. so disgusted with the assignment itself.... blearghhhhhhh...

2008-04-01T14:30:00.002+08:00

the light hearted conversation with mum was an endearing one.. it started with

'mum, how to cook ayam masak merah eh?'

haha... haizz... this is how it is being alone here.. food that you crave is not easily available as when you were back at home... food that you crave, you have to cook yourself or just salivating thinking about it...

oooo i was craving on black pepper crab on sunday... and i think my cousin and i gonna cook it one of these days.. crossing my fingers leh.. promised her that i will do the honour of ending the life of the large crab (particularly the one from Sri Lanka eh.. plsss.. hehe) and cleaning it... haha.... yess.. to that extent....haizzzzz......

its good to hear that everyone back at home are doing good... and for myself.. i think im doing good myself.. even though i have datelines to meet... i actually think im still steady... is that a good sign or not???.. hahaha......

ok lar... time to cook ayam masak merah.. wish me luck that it is edible and yummy pls.. haha...

PS# Lina, aku challenge kau eh... hahaha.. ni kalau aku pass... aku ajar kau pulak eh... haha...

Men in my life

2008-03-31T21:25:00.002+08:00

so... of late.. ive been receiving messages from the men in my life..

Particularly dad and elder bro...

I seriously think that being away is something new to everyone back home.. & it made missing someone more sweet than it is when we are in the same country or continent..

Dad has been sweet on his msg.. Im telling you.. ive never received these kinds of messages from my dad. of course, who would msg that when we stay in the same house right... but having the messages from my dad.. is something to ponder n wonder and grateful and love him more.... Asking about my health continuously ever since i had a very bad bad ache recently that really made a scare among the people i feel dearly in australia..

And asking

'how are you dear?

'how is your back?..

and always ends with 'miss you"...

yes.. its my dad.. heee..

You see.. these are the things i should treasure most....

and of elder brother.. yes.. some will know that my relationship with him is fluctuating.. we can go at each others throat at one time.. maybe the age gap wasnt that far apart.. things are always being compared.. welll.. im sad to say that, im always doing the comparison.. teehee.. haha.. cant help it.. maybe its due to the 'middle child syndrome'... haha....and he being the eldest... yes.. eldest always get their perks.. but then.. when i think about it.. i just realised where i am right now... hmmmm.......

and to receive occasional message from him is good enough.. call it truce when im away from everyone... yeahh.. sad isnt it that you can only feel or realised this way when you are very far away from your love ones... in a foreign land.. haizzzzzzzz....

and.. congrats to my elder brother.. he got himself an internship to dubai again this May to July... and hopefully to France in august for an exchange program for at least 4 months... in a quite good business school as he said in the sms.. ok.. im bragging here.. haha... really proud of him... i know behind those idiot antics that he pull on me or the subtle/rough statements (that i think its wrong just because i want it to be wrong; but actually make sense to much of my disgust) exterior.. lies the gentle and caring side of him...

and so we realised that both of us are not gonna be in Singapore for this year Hari Raya... i hope my mum could really take it... and hopefully, all of us will be reunite in the next Hari Raya... Insya-Allah....

to my younger brother.. congrats on getting a new road bike!.. i heard smoother than any bicycles at home.. brrrr............ so i think there is some reason for ur accident when you chip your tooth!.. hehe......

Road Trip!

2008-03-31T01:03:00.023+08:00

So... i just had my semester break.. it was totally well spent!!... the break that i really needed.. spent time with cousins is always refreshing n kept mind things off from having bout of home sickness... anddddddddd... some of my Uni friends and also my cousin and her friends who came to melbourne for holiday.... we went to Great Ocean Road for some sight seeing.. heeee...

it was a 4 hour drive away from where all of us are staying... so we rent a 8 seater car that only cost us 200 dollars for two days.. wohooo.. very comfortable to drive with...very nice to sleep in tooo... heee... the catch for this holiday trip is that we only paid 70 dollars++.. which includes the car rental, the petrol and the accomodation... yeahhhh... sooo.. i predicted that we gonna have more road trip... hehehe...

the winding road to Great Ocean Road was a bit tedious to drive.. but the scenery was worth it...
and 7 of us got to watch the 12 Apostles when the sun was about to set... awesome view i must say...
these are some of the pics that was taken by my camera.. better pictures have to wait for 3 weeks later lar... grrr.. cousin's friends didnt bring the cable to transfer...what the tooooooooooooootttt.... haizzzzzzzzzzz.....

Rip Curl jacket is a must BUY for winter days... Torquay is the place to buy these kind of stuff at CHEAP price... so t-shirts, bags, hats, slippers and yadah yadah that all of u can ooooooo arrrrrrrr when you guys go to Rip Curl or Roxy shops in Singapore is going at a very cheap price here...nyehehe..

so we have reached our destination.... by then, most of the proffesionals people were armed with their tripods and big BIG camera ready to capture the awesome scenery...

Felicia and i

group pic is a MUST!!

So these are some of my course mates that were able to come for this ROAD TRIP...

My cousin and her friends who came here for a holiday.. Pls don ask where was i looking... grrrrrrr..

so yess... i was at my wits end.. trying to make a fool of myself while im there.. hahaa.. everyone was just amazed how much energy and craziness i have within myself.. and they just have to BEAR with my antics...

Apparently.. felicia too had the same craziness in her.. hehe....

Ko Toe is from Japan.. so she was the one who rent the car for us and show us the way to Great Ocean Road... Plus... she teached me how to make sushi horr... yum yum.. so now.. im armed with sushi skills already... tehheee...

this is a plus point if we stayed in Hostel.... where all backpackers from all sides of the world stay... far left is Anne from France... Who is coming to Singapore this coming June... so i asked her to try all kinds of food while she is there.... particularly the ones that im craving for... And she asked me to LIST it down... haha... Including places of interest esp place where she can get herself a NICE TAN...

so this was our room... well.. part of it...heee

The next morning...

yes.. i just have to take with the cows.. haha... everyone go MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

ooo.. do u guys know that i own that thing... haha...byk cantik!!..

we had to do some rainforest trekking of 2 km to reach the Triplet Falls.... Not that bad...

so that was about it.... see ya in the next entry............
ooooo.. i just heard the birds chirping outside my window... oh NOOOOOOOOO... its 5 + in the morning... bahhhhhhh... pray den catch some sleep......

2008-03-19T19:34:00.003+08:00

dearest cuzzie.. don fret now....

how i wish im there for ya physically.. to hug you and say it will be ok....
how i wish im there to have coffee dates with you as usual..
how i wish im there so that u can rant all ur frustrations....
how i wish im there to laugh with you for all those stupid moments..
how i wish im there for you right now....

Don fret so my dearest cuzzie..

You will be alright... i will pray for you.. THE BEST of course...

HUGS N LOVE..
nisha (the name that u always call me) :P

2008-03-18T17:41:00.002+08:00

side track for a while from my nvr ending ESSAY...

My ASAM PEDAS tak menjadi leh.. haizzzzzzz.. more like lauk ASAM... haha...

but den.. its still edible.. haha... and thank GOD.. im not a BIG fan of asam pedas.. haha... so yeah.. once in a while when that craving of mine comes... den i willl have a try again ar.. hehe.. for now.. lets pity my stomach eh.. nyehehehe...

n ooo.. i don know that trina reads my blog too.. hehe.. WELCOME!!!.. i'll be sure not to make u feel like crying when i write my future entries aite.. heeee...

COMEDY GALA

2008-03-17T20:13:00.005+08:00

Hurray!!!.. haha.. they are not the best in melbourne lar!!.. Nisa get ur facts right.. hehe.. they are the INTERNATIONAL COMEDIANS... hehe.. n yes.. he is my fav lar dey... hahaha.. i laughed my ass out.. Not two, but i was entertained by 3 comedians..Was entertained by Deliso Chapona, Stephen K Amos, Arj Barker... However, HE GOT MY VOTE!!!...STEPHEN K AMOS... heheh.. n the best part is.. i just paid a merely 10 bucks to watch 3 international comedians!!!.. what the Fu*K.. hehehehehe.. i love it!!!!

2008-03-17T12:33:00.002+08:00

i miss mom...

i miss my grandma!... nenek.. makan ubat batok tau... nanti melarat...

i was quite surprised when she asked me

"Bila nak balik?"

yeah.. something that i don expect from her... only the people who knows my grandma situation will understand why im surprise abt it.. hmm.. oh well.. im happy for it though.. seeee.. i am really proud to say.. IM HER FAVOURITE GRANDDAUGHTER!!... nyehehehehe..

2008-03-17T11:56:00.003+08:00

I watched "The Other Boleyn Girl" yesterday... YES.. the entry that was supposed to be ytr!!

ooo u guys have to watch it.. nyehehe..

kak ina do u remember the last date that we had together?.. i wanted to buy the book??.. hehe... nvr mind.. i watched it already.. u should catch it tooo..

the show full of jealousy, deceit, greedy, and sibling love..... awwwwwww...

karina, vicky and ramlah respectively.... karina and vicky are my house mates.. we shared the same flat.. and i thank You for having them as my room mates... they are very very theeee NICE.. hehe.. help me when i was really home sick... they lend me their shoulders to cry on.. let me hug them when i miss people back home ) they are much much younger than me mind you)... say "oooooooooooooo wow!" when i cooked singaporean dishes.. hehe... yeah,. they are awesome...

and today.. im going to a stand up comedy with vicky..two comedians are coming to town... they say these two are of the popular comedians there are in melbourne and they are coming to town.. cross my fingers that it is worth my money.. hehe

2008-03-16T17:01:00.004+08:00

i was happily writing the weekends entry..

and somehow, it got deleted when i accidentally press some hidden buttons that i don know it exits... and im lazy to rewrite.. and at the same time.. im feeling so fuC*ing shitty right now..

i shall stop it here...

2008-03-14T09:31:00.006+08:00

As i was walking back to my hostel.. a stream line of people wearing their graduation robe. It was very nice.. Brought me to the memories of my graduation day in NYP.. But it was not that facinating as the one in University i reckon.. they have flower shops.. couple of stalls that has promotion on picture that will be taken in set up studio....... and i saw many parents with a bouquet of flowers in their hand...

wahhhh... i sooooo want that stuff...

Insya-Allah... i will get to that stage...

And have both my parents to be there on my graduation day... Holding a bouquet for me.. hehe.. awww.. that will be sweet ain't it.. hehe...

Mariam.. u can rant all ur rantings on the phone k.. To do it face to face will have to be towards the end of the year k.. for now.. lets settle with the conventional way...THE PHONE... hehehe...

Lina.. believe it!!!.. u are so getting engage!!.. hehe

You know what syafiq.. i was really contented just to see your face... And not talk at all.. Just to see your face, im happy...

2008-03-11T20:03:00.003+08:00

im into my 4 weeks here..
and i think, its not bad as it seems..

hmmm..

i love the weather here.. partly.. haha.. coz, its UNPREDICTABLE...

it can be cold one day.. and scorching hot the next.. you have to bring a jacket always...
and at one time, when i was walking, the sun heat was unbearable on my back, and cool breeze blowing in front of me. its freaking cold on my face!!.. i don know, whether i have mention it in this blog.. but yeah.. the weather here is crazy!!!..

its an irony that im always waiting for the weather man each time news comes in...
coz..i couldnt be bothered with the weather forecast in singapore coz its always the same.. HUMID.. teehee....

but i really appreciate the cool breeze here... but im not sure come winter though.. nyehehe.....

supply me more cotton will ya all??.. haha....

essays are not becoming realistic nowadays.. all ive done is reading.. and i don know where to begin... but hopefully, ill be able to do it.. Insya-Allah...

2008-03-09T23:46:00.003+08:00

Love....

thank you for the conversation we had just now..

thank you for making me laugh n giggle till the neighbour below me has to shut his window.

thank you for making me sing to you n commented that i sound like a goat when i asked for one... hehe.. SO BEDEK...

thank you for singing to me too... no comment since u didnt ask for one.. but.. i have to say... u pluck guitar well..

the rest.. is what the thought counts... hehe..

Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

i have always love this picture..

Like you said

some say you would do anything for love..... and for such sacrifice, it will lead to a big consequences..... but atleast, we are satisfied..... why, because we accomplished part of our love life..... which is saying goodbye to each other....

smile sweetheart.. smile that silly smile that i love....